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2006-03-19T17:04:00.000+08:00

(A FULL STOP) .

2005-08-28T00:38:00.000+08:00

Hahaha... Laxing..

My latest blog after half a year.
Nothing much to say.
Perhaps, what i need now is to get my life and live happier! =P

2005-02-25T23:29:00.000+08:00

I just knew it yesterday.
I thought it was only one, in fact there were three.
It was ...
It was ...
It was really ...
If given the chance, i wished to see them.
They are so closed and related to me.
I want to see them grow, living together.

Nothing can be done now.
It was fated.

I feel so bad.
Siblings, please dont blame.
I know it was hurting, cruel.
I missed you, all.

On behave, I seek for forgiveness.
On behave, I will take over your duties.

Sorry.

I will treasure the life I was given.

2005-01-26T16:56:00.000+08:00

Pao peng given me a site to work on my soul type.
This is the result.

I'm a Retrospective Soul.

Defination:

The most misunderstood of all the soul signs.
Sometimes you even have difficulty seeing yourself as who you are.
You are intense and desire perfection in every facet of your life.
You're best described as extremely idealistic, hardworking, and a survivor.

Great moments of insight and sensitivity come to you easily.
But if you aren't careful, you'll ignore these moments and repeat past mistakes.
For you, it is difficult to seperate the past from the present.
You will suceed once you overcome the disappoinments in life.

Souls you are most compatible with: Traveler Soul and Prophet Soul

I find it quite accurate. Even the most compatible soul; Prophet Soul, the type i have always been looking for.

As defined:

You are a gentle soul, with good intentions toward everyone.
Selfless and kind, you have great faith in people.
Sometimes this faith can lead to disappoinment in the long run.
No matter what, you deal with everything in a calm and balanced way.

You are a good interpreter, very sensitive, intuitive, caring, and gentle.
Concerned about the world, you are good at predicting people's feelings.
A seeker of wisdom, you are a life long learner looking for purpose and meaning.
You are a great thinker and communicator, but not necessarily a doer.

2004-12-30T03:46:00.000+08:00

One can be good, but he/she is bad.

One can be bad, but he/she is good.

Is how one sees it as good or bad.

Bad can be good.

Good can be bad.

Whether it is good or bad, it up to you to decide.

Fault lies everywhere, on everyone.

Blame others, not yourself.

Blame yourself, not others.

Why blame? Think about it.

2004-12-28T04:15:00.000+08:00

It is planned.
It is fated to be so.

Nothing can be done to chage when is planned and fated.

Just like the earthquake which happened so suddenly.
It is not predicted.
It is not prepared.

It just occured.
Taken away 60 thousand + lives to date.

Time to go, you have to go.

They paid human being's sins, stupid act, intelligence, ...... on behalves.

Though is saddening, but a blessing.

Let's be happy over the sad incident as life goes on.

By the way, why is it so??
A BIG ????????
There are so many whySSSS behide the whySSSS.
There is no standard answer in this world.
Standard answer is just made and said to be standard.

2004-12-27T02:37:00.000+08:00

Hihi, everyone, i m back.

I chatted with chen chin through msn just now, n we discussed about life.

Chen chin>>LoOk wHaT LiFe hAs tUrned mE iNto... says:
it kind of irony that u fear death..but sometime u really wan to put all this shit to an end

Chen chin>>LoOk wHaT LiFe hAs tUrned mE iNto... says:
Feeling is an emotional hand that is invisible, it is so powerful; cos it sense all the invisible elements...you cant determine the source

Chen chin>>LoOk wHaT LiFe hAs tUrned mE iNto... says:
that why it so invincible

Chen chin>>LoOk wHaT LiFe hAs tUrned mE iNto... says:
u fighting against something u cant see...

Me says:
feeling come frm ur own beliefs

Chen chin>>LoOk wHaT LiFe hAs tUrned mE iNto... says:
u mean my foul mood cum frm something i believe

Me says:
so when u need to rely, u need to fall back just do so, dont be too strong n stubborn on ur own belief

Chen chin>>LoOk wHaT LiFe hAs tUrned mE iNto... says:
Belief to me is so so far impt than anything else

Me says:
is gd to have ur own belief, but .... time to admit defeat, u have to

Me says:
have u ever failed in doing anything?

Chen chin>>LoOk wHaT LiFe hAs tUrned mE iNto... says:
the fear of not failing much in life makes me more fear of failure

Me says:
u fear more, u do more, u do more, u fear more

Me says:
do be prepared for failures

Me says:
life is actually wonderful n worthwhile when looked frm a diff angel

Chen chin>>LoOk wHaT LiFe hAs tUrned mE iNto... says:
life is such a pbl project

Chen chin>>LoOk wHaT LiFe hAs tUrned mE iNto... says:
it takes a life time to finish

Me says:
but deadline is diff my fren

Chen chin>>LoOk wHaT LiFe hAs tUrned mE iNto... says:
it just take u wont know the actual grade of ur project

Me says:
yar u can score straight As but the end result u wont noe

Chen chin>>LoOk wHaT LiFe hAs tUrned mE iNto... says:
maybe at the end of the day...as a token of ur appreciation in taking this project...you are rewarded a coffin

Me says:
no la

Me says:
u r rewarded, death

Chen chin>>LoOk wHaT LiFe hAs tUrned mE iNto... says:
pass with death certificate

Me says:
some do not have

Me says:
u r rewarded a deadline for ur life long project

Me says:
it just gives u the break

Chen chin>>LoOk wHaT LiFe hAs tUrned mE iNto... says:
hey u can blog this up into ur blog

Chen chin>>LoOk wHaT LiFe hAs tUrned mE iNto... says:
haha

Me says:

Chen chin>>LoOk wHaT LiFe hAs tUrned mE iNto... says:
cos it so u

Me says:
haha

Chen chin>>LoOk wHaT LiFe hAs tUrned mE iNto... says:
make sense yet so jiao

* Life is this, this is life, live to life, life to live, live to die, die to live*
Life, live, die.

Life is in ur own hand, treasure it?? Destroy it?? Utilize it?? Waste it?? Watever u want to do with it, go ahead. Tat's urs. Regret for regrets, save the regret.

2004-11-05T01:59:00.000+08:00

Seems like everyone is waiting for me to update my blog.

The reason for that we were borne, is to live.
The reason for us to live, is to die.

What is the meaning of living?
Is live to die.

SOme people do not appreciate their lives.
When they are going to leave this world with lots of regrets and unfulfil tasks,
they die to live.

Contradicting!
Confussing!

Your life is yours, live it your way!
Be yourself.

2004-09-27T02:01:00.000+08:00

Cant wait for my new piece of thoughts?

There is no one out there to help u.
U r the only one to help yourself with anything and everything.

2004-08-04T03:17:00.000+08:00

Everything just seemed not right.
I know that there is/are something.
I can't figure out what went wrong.
Doesn't used to be as before.
I sense it, i feel it.
I tried, but failed.
Don't understand why.
It just seemed changed, in fact, it remains.

I'm numbed, immuned, immobiled.
I'm fine, but i'm not.
I'm sleeping, but i'm not.
I'm .............................................................
But i'm not.

Time won't stop.

2004-08-03T14:25:00.000+08:00

Well Well, it have been days since my last posting.

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Nothing in this world is explainable.
Not even a single thing.

It just seemed it was solved, in fact problem always lays there.

2004-07-23T00:57:00.000+08:00

This makes who you are and who i am by chen chin, reminded me about something.

No one in this world thinks alike.
Ppl might agree on certain ideas but never will all.

Thus: World will never be peace.
Human's mighty world will only be peaceful If everyone thinks alike.
Well, when everyone thinks alike they will be peace without innovation!

RAtionale: World peace never comes!

2004-07-18T02:57:00.000+08:00

Ppl always say, one requires 1% of luck and need 99% of hard work.
To me, i would say one requires 99% of luck and need 1% of hard work.

If we are not lucky enough, we wouldnt live till today, wouldnt get a job, wouldnt be mentally stable, wouldnt be able to talk, listen, speak and much more.
There are too much to be named.

If one is lucky enough, he/she need not work but just strike ToTo, 4D or big sweep to be rich overnight.
That person is one out of a million.

We shall consider ourselves to be fortunate and lucky enough to live till today and you can have to chance to read my blog. =)

Well, i still believe in luck than hard work.
That's my belief. What's yours?

2004-07-16T03:24:00.000+08:00

Who's the bravest in this world?
Ans: No one.

Who's the most devoted man or woman in this world?
Ans: No one.

Who's the most honest person in this world?
Ans: No one.

Who's the person in this world who dont like money?
Ans: No one.

Who' the most hardworking person in this world?
Ans: No one. (Men are forced to be hardworking)

Who's the person in this world who dont require love?
Ans: No one.

Many many more.. .. ..

Therefore:
There is no that one person existing in this world.

Who's is the richest person in this world?
Ans: The one who creates money!

Haha.. .. ..

Guys - Never beat a girl.

2004-07-13T04:06:00.000+08:00

YOur boyfriend or girlfriend and you can be the most loving couple in the WORLD!
But, it doesnt mean that both of you will get married and be together.
It's one's fate that decide who will you be with throughout your life.

Believe or not, up to you.

2004-07-13T03:57:00.000+08:00

Mistakes that one made can be forgiven but cant be forgotten.

Girls out there, listen up!

Though guys should always take the initiative or rather the 1st move for a relationship.
Bear in mind that men are just like women. In each and every way. Except giving birth of coz. So dont always wait for the guys, you can do something to make a difference and make it happen.

2004-07-10T04:42:00.000+08:00

What is/are the reason for you to live?
Some have theirs, some without.

For those without, it just seems that you are without.
In fact, there is at least one.
Is just that you haven understand the reason being your reason.

Seek for the reason to live!

The reason for those without a reason to live is the reason to find reason!

The reason for those with a reason is the reason to help those without a reason to find reason!

Have you found your reason?

The common reason being the people around you give you the reason to live.

I’m sure No One in this world can explain the complexity and complication of human nature.

After all, human gives the reason for man kind to live.

2004-07-08T03:30:00.000+08:00

Money is the root of evil where man is the source of devil.
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People always say they themselves are the unfortunate ones.
Why compare yourself to the better off?
There will always be the one who is less fortunate than you.
Since you lead your own life, live it happily and make it worth while.

2004-07-07T03:42:00.000+08:00

Well, a day passed by again.
Hope that everyone can live their day to the fullest.

NeVeR
fEaR
tOdAy
AnD
rEgReT
tOmOrRoW

It Might Be Too Late!

2004-07-05T07:08:00.000+08:00

Good morning everyone! Well, guess that there are a number of you had already went for work, some for schools and maybe some still in their own sweet dreamlands.

As for me,I'm yet to sleep. I just reached home from work.

After a shower, i feel good and refeshing.
Hm... It's time for me to turn in.
Faster! Everyone! Wish me have a good morning sleep. :P

ZzZzZz....
Dozing off.
Logging off.
Finally. . . . . . .

Switched OFF! Good Morning(Night) Everyone.

ReMeMbEr! YOu liVe to hAvE liFe AnD noT BoRn aLivE tO livE.

2004-07-01T13:52:00.000+08:00

Ho, hi, he! Resume on my blog.
Finally, I have an internet connection!
Well, I shall cross my finger and hope for no virus attack. :P

2004-06-13T22:22:00.000+08:00

Time flies. Tomorrow is the 1st day of my attachment. Really didnt look forward to it.
But what to do? Still have to face it. Hope that the 5 months fly pass too.
Hope my friends out there have a fruitful and enjoyable attachment.
See you guys and girls soon!
Take care everyone.

2004-05-22T01:56:00.000+08:00

Just now, when i was driving to glenn's house, i had my way wrong.
I drove to somewhere else near glenn's house. Intially, i thought i took the correct way. I continued my drive.
Until i reach a dead end and discovered that i was at the wrong place. Because it was a dead end, so i have to reverse my vehicle. And i did so. To my horror, due to my recklessness, when i was reversing, i went up the side kerb and knocked down a rubbish bin outside one of the private house. i was so panic at that point of time as the dogs around barked. I quickly drove forward, wanting to resverse my vehicle asap in order to get out of the place. Once again, this time worst, i bang into another vehicle. The dogs barked louder. I was telling myself die liao, i'm doomed this time. Shivering down there. My horror ran down my nerves. Immediately, i carried out many points turn to have my vechicle facing the other direction. I drove off.

On my way to glenn's house. Another incident happened. I was going to miss the 1st turn to his house and i wanted to cut to my right lane the last min before traffic light. A taxi horned at me. It was comig from the back. Luckily, no accident happened.

2004-05-22T01:53:00.000+08:00

Does everyone have this or her own dream/ambition/goal/target?

Seriously speaking, I do think that everyone has his/her own dream/ambition/goal/target. It’s just that not every one of them know that they actually do have dreams. Do you know why? Because, they do not come from well to do family and they do not dare to dream and hope for. Reason being, they don’t posses the ability to have a dream. In this society, money speaks thus rich man rules. And this is fact.

2004-05-22T01:52:00.000+08:00

Love

Is there really true love in this world?
I think is up to you out there to decide whether there is.

Somehow, after much reflections and analysis, I think that actually there isn’t true love.

How do you define true love?
… … …

By how faithful your partner is?
By how nice your partner is?
By how long the relation is?

What’s more? Add on if you have the answer.

Why do I say that there isn’t true love?
Because the world is too big and one’s circle of friends is SO small. Eventually, you are going to marry one of your friends, colleagues, relatives and those you know.

Let me post a question to all who viewed my blog.

Do you think that there is true love?

Scenario

A and B are a couple. Happen that A, being either the guy or the girl, (doesn’t really matter) get to know a new friend or maybe happen to find that he or she has actually feelings for someone else. Meaning A has feeling for other people other than B but they are a loving couple. Is it true love? Maybe you will say A is faithful because of true love A didn’t leave B. Do you think that it is really the case? I don’t think so. Is it out of pity A didn’t leave B? Or many other reasons besides mentioned.

I suppose that one will keep falling for others whenever the feeling comes.

True love is not by nature. It is made happen.

2004-05-22T01:49:00.000+08:00

30th April

Today, labour day eve. Hm.. Those working in the office should be working for half day. As for me? Haha.. First-line worker, so no choice but to work WHOLE DAY! (Reason being shortage of staff) – Becox All Ploy part-timer are having their semester exam except me, who studied in TP finished my exam a week ago. Should those out there envy of me. Too BAD! Haha..

As usual, being an all rounder. (Praising myself :p) I was running round CK Tangs Haagen Dazs café. It was a &^*#$^ busy day. Around 10+ pm, I was made to do a delivery of ice cream cake to Century, a night club I think. If wrong please pardon me as I don’t frequent that place. In fact, I didn’t go there before. Taxis uncle told me that place is for RICH man to go. Play around with.

Ok, back to topic. I rushed down as I was late for delivery. (Peak hour) After I alighted the taxi, WAH! lots of girls! Eye-opener for me. Haha… The delivery was supposed to go to Century which is located at the second level of the building. But my colleague told me it was at level five, named Las Vegas. So I went as told. So I took the lift up to level five. Once the lift opened, I saw a counter ahead of me. Five/Six counter girl were there. When I stepped out the lift, I was feeling a little uneasy. Don’t know why. Maybe me being too INNOCENT! Hehe… So I approached the counter staff,

Me: I was here to make a delivery.
Counter staff: Who ordered? What’s the name of the customer?

Me: I don’t know.
Counter staff: You don’t know?

Me: Nvm. I called my outlet and ask my colleague.

Dialing….

Me: Hello. Francis ar. (Asst Manager) What’s the name of the customer? (He passed the phone to my colleague Alex who took the order)

Me: Alex, what’s the name of the customer?
Alex: I don’t know. ( I was stone at the place where I was, level five, Las Vegas)

Me: Then how?
Alex: You ask them la, they know one la.

Me: Ok.

Hung up

Me: My colleague says he doesn’t know. The lady requested didn’t leave her name, contact.
Counter staff: Then how? (After which, they helped me to check if anyone ordered.)

Counter staff: No one order leh. Did you send wrongly?
Me: Correct ar. My colleague says level five, Las Vegas

Counter staff: Got ppl order meh? Maybe is somewhere else not here leh? (I stand there telling myself, huh how I know where ar.) (They helped me to ask around)

Counter staff: Don’t have leh. No one ordered. (I looked at them) :c Sianx me!

Annie: Since on ones, and you cant find. See you so poor thing. I buy form you la. You give me discount lor.
Me: (Thinking, as if I manager like that) Hm... wait ar. I call back and asked.

And she purchased the cake at $80 inclusive of delivery charges. Which is only $1 cheaper. Haha… But seriously, she was good and kind. After collecting the money I took Taxi going back to my outlet. Half way through the journey, my phone rang. From: HAAGEN DAZS TANGS PLAZA. At that point of time, I was thinking. Siao liao! Bo hou kang tao.

Franics: Qin Quan ar, where you? Go back and collect the cake. Is not level five is level two (Century).
Me: Huh? I in Taxi liao leh.

Francis: Call Taxi uncle U-turn back.
Me: Huh? Ok. (Sianx) But hor, later they eat the cake liao how?

Francis: You go back and see how first.
Me: Ok.

So I asked the Taxi Uncle to U-turn back. I rushed up, charging out the lift. Only left one counter staff. Back and forth, it was only about five mins. Telling myself shit!

Me: Where’s the cake? Where’s Annie?
The only one left: You came back for the cake?

Me: Yar. It’s level two, Century ordered.
The only one left: (She com for Annie) They eating the cake liao.

Me: Nvm then. Thanks.

She looked at me. I walk to the lift. Haha… Like filming.
I went back. Took another cake rush down to the same place again. I flied to the second floor after stepping out of the cab.

The lift door opened. Music was loudly. Lots of ppl.

Counter staff there: Come here! Faster!

One lady, walked towards me in double quick time. In her twenties. Quite pretty. Haha..

Pretty lady: Delivery also delivery wrong. Level two sent to level five.
Me: … …

Pretty lady: Faster! Faster! How much?
Me: … … $81

She took the money (Two $50) and some sort like throw on the counter. I down there LL. Get her the change. I was so pai seh lor. Sianx one whole, I told myself. Wanted to get out of the an fa xian chang quickly.

Sissy: Next time you doing the delivery also ar?
Me: … …

Another not bad looking girl: Can give me number? Next time I can order/
Me: Huh? My number? Stunt. After a few seconds. Outlet number?

All down there laughed. The other not bad looking girl gave me a look and smiled. I, pai seh again.

Another not bad looking girl: Faster, what’s your number?
Me: 91881210

She wrote down in her small note book and I went off.

Sissy: Wah! See. First time come got girl take your number. She want to chio you la.
Another not bad looking girl: No la. Siao.

I down there. 3 strokes down my head while waiting for lift. Finally, I accomplished my task.

Actually not bad, got GIRL took my number. Haha… Feeling so good! Haha…

2004-04-25T03:32:00.000+08:00

23rd April, Friday, celebrated Kai Jun's birthday at Pasir Ris Park. Enjoyed myself. Hm.. Took the chance to get myself HIGH, near to drunk. Not only me, but a few of the guys, Aaron, Kwok Xin, Gerald.

Thanks to Wan Jun and Anthony (Pao Peng) and all those who were present for looking after me, a mad guy down there. At least, i still know what i am doing. Phew, luckily didnt ... ... Haha...

Exactly, getting drunk is one good way for those who cant get to cry to express their emotion and allow their MANLY tears to roll down their cheek. Being able to cry is a blessing. So guys out there, if you can cry, dont hold your tears. When you cried, you will feel better. It's ture! As for those who cant, too bad, just like me. Maybe, just find means and ways to make it happen ba.

Smile always if you can.
Cry it out whenever needed.

Being happy doesnt mean that you MUST smile.
Crying process can be of joy too. (For those who cant cry) Cox you get to unlease yourself.
No matter how strong a person is, mentally or physically, he/she has his/her weak or sad moment.

Cherish your love ones!

2004-04-13T20:30:00.000+08:00

Once again rotting in sch. Hm... got to meet up with gein chein and serene ong. Both of them studying where i am rotting, doing nothing.
Exams around the corner. In fact, is next week!!!
Haven yet study, haiz, may god bless me!
NOw, i'm in sch library using com to suf net so take the chance and time to post something in my blog to prevent it from being dull. (NO updates) Haha...
Hope that all my friends out there are doing well and smile always.

Glenn, everyone is saying you are missing in action liao.
What happened?
Cheer up!
Better take care BRO!

Take care folks!
Qin Quan

2004-04-06T19:00:00.000+08:00

Have you guys ever wonder why you are especially good to that SOMEONE?
And did you ask yourself, why is that SOMEONE?
Guess nobody knows the reason behind it. If there is a reason, most likely you are in love with … … …

The true care and concern does not always require any words or actions.
It is the heart that counts. (Personally think that way)
Never utter a word to that someone you care if it is from the bottom of your heart.
I despise those who say their care is/are sincere if he/she out of purpose letting the other party know what he/she had done.

But if one really wants to win the heart of your love ones, then I think you must be selfish and make me despise you. Cox, girls like sweet words, actions, and they will be real touched if you let them know what have you done for her.

Come to a day; think I will also look down on myself as I have learnt that words actually speak louder than actions at times. Not necessary actions always speak louder than words.

Enjoy your day folks!

Best regards
Qin Quan

2004-04-06T18:48:00.000+08:00

Rotting in school for quite some time le.
Hm... about 2hour plus?
Hahaha.... Not bad right>?

2004-03-28T20:50:00.000+08:00

Hi! First posting. So happy. Finally got my own blog where i dont know how to create one.
Once again, so happy!
All thanks to GLenn, my gay partner.
Excited! Dont know when is my next posting.
Hope i really continues!